hello silly blog. i have nothing to do on a beautiful saturday morning and i'm spending some quality time with illinois and since i've got nothing to do with him, i shall.. blog. i'm in a relatively reflective mood today so let's see where my fingers take me to.
so. i've been on holidays. and i've been wasting my life away. sincerely thinks there's nothing wrong with lying on the couch for four hours of the morning and slacking. do we get to do that when semester 2.1 starts? nope, we don't. so yes its fine to stay home and refuse to go to work. it is! i say it is, so it is. :D
and i've been on CGL break. i've also been on worship team break. saturday free from duties feels damn good actually. it's like YAY i can slack away my morning and be a happy girl. on the other hand i miss the kids a little. ]: i stuck with them for completing the circle. i don't know why i did, i just wanted to. anyway. yesterday i was at friday prayer and i decided that i'd rather walk into an empty church building than walk into one that's full of people and the prayer room empty. something would be wrong with that picture. so anyway in the end prayer was pastor dave and myself. MMMM.
but i have also decided that we don't just lament about our problems and don't do anything about it cause that makes no sense.
also, i think we are growing up. nowadays my sister and i are ALWAYS talking about future plans. to buy cars, to buy houses, to get married. one step closer, to even get a boyfriend in the first place. and when we are both left on the shelf, we will live together and i will live on her stupid lawyer income and i shall stay home and the the housewife with no husband. "housewife with no husband" is obviously just a nice way of saying "MAID". lol wth, i know right.
my mother is becoming more childish. she is shooting rubberbands at me, intentionally using her feet to rub david archuleta's face, etc etc etc. and that day my sister said, "mom, make honey water for my friend who's sick." and mom says: "boy or girl? girl cannot, boy can." HELLO MOM?! are you desperate to marry us off? or something like that. she's crazy. like i don't wanna get married anyway.. -.- it's never up to the girls to ask. they can only sit there and wait.
ok so today's my mom and dad's anniversary. it's their 22nd only. lol how short compared to those old old couples. and uh. i wonder how people wake up to the same face for 22 years. imagine staring at that person for 22 years! and the rest of your freaking life. oh yeah. maybe that's why sometimes my parents sleep in different rooms. hah no. kidding. it's sometimes cause my dad can't stand ben's feet kicking him at night. so he just sleeps elsewhere. my family is indeed weird. but i love being a loke.
older brother sprained his wrist. it's swollen, blue-black, and damn huge now. he's the only one who's ever been to the hospital and stayed there. twice. of collar bone injuries, concussions, and who knows what else. i've only been to A&E once. for my ramsay hunt syndrome. if you are remotely interested, it's when the seventh cranial nerve of the brain is attacked by a certain sorta virus that's similar to the chicken pox virus, and then half the face is paralyzed because half the face is controlled by that nerve. so i smiled with half my mouth. i closed only one eye. and i could move half my nose. that is, one nostril. yeah don't ask me why i didn't snap any photos of my crooked face. it's the one thing i regret in life.
